.no, i'm not in love.

its funny how u realise that as much as one scoffs at others, you don't know how to deal with a certain situation when it actually hits u.

yea. i don't know how to deal with this. its warped. like there's something uneasy about the whole thing but i don't know what and i don't know how to deal with it.

maybe its coz i don't like sharing things that mean alot to me; or tt i don't like changes. or maybe its His way of telling me not to take people for granted. but either way its not easy. and i don't like dealing with emo stuff.

i guess e one thing i need to learn is to freaking let go. its really not that hard, lu. you just have to slowly open your hand.

i guess sometimes as much as i hate letting people get too close, i hate looking at the footprints they leave behind when their gone too.

Ah. Whatever. I don't know anything anymore.

-lu