.random post for April.

...so yesterday over soya sauce chicken rice, my very-interesting conversation with yj got cut by a vibration in my pocket.

[private number]

"hello lu dad here. I'm coming down from perth.."

"mm-hmm..friday night, right?"

"nono. tomorrow."

"(cough) tomorrow?? what time?"

...apparently dad found Perth too boring so he's hauling a*s out from there. so week's plans are scuttled, and red carpet's out.

coz Dad's in the house. soon.

-lu

.asxl.

I know its w&g. but i heard the song and thought of you...so this is for you:

Think of me babe whenever
Some sweet talking guy comes along
singing his song
Don't mess around, You gotta be strong
Just Stop [stop],
'cause I really love You
Stop [stop], I'll be thinking of you

-lu

.there's nothing real about reality.

maybe its just my strong abhorrence for reality shows, but i think their cruel and distasteful. and watching the bachelor tonight was (besides a bad choice) a reminder of how commercialisation has taken over what this world really needs. i just don't see how one can even fathom the idea of parading girls infront of nations while they get their hearts taken, toyed with, den broken. And the strength these girls have in them - admirable.

but i realised one thing tonight - i miss you. you seemed really busy over the fone and i guess u din get how affected i was over the stupid show. but i really don't want to face the day when you open the door to tell me i'm not the one for u.

coz every day with you as my gf...amazing.

-lu

.and then it was 3.

i'll always remember the week before Christmas, in the car at 2am. Talking about everything, about why we waited so long, and what the next months would bring. And i still say we're going to do just fine, aimee sin. You, me. -muck-

-lu

i know its not easy, girl.

but just hold on;

coz we'll be fine -

as long as you believe in it.

-lu

54 days

never really was a big fan of janet jackson but this video caught my eye in the gym,. no prizes for guessing why. haha.

**but she's still not half as hot as a certain girl back home**

-lu

.t.

so today we went back to city church along with ann's mummy after like a 4-mth hiatus (which would explain why we didn't know service had been brought forward 45 mins earlier). Service was, as usual, moving. It really felt good to be back in there coz it always feels like i'm coming back home; and regardless of wad people say about the charismatic genre, my faith grows in it so that's good enough for me. Plus it makes me feel like wadeva the week throws my way, i'm always watched upon and blessed.

Did a quick prayer from the family, aims & her family, and for everyone who needed it.

and to you: i think the days pass so quickly; and sumtimes we should learn to slow down the wait. Just take the time to immerse yourself in the anticipation. Afterall, its a steam train rolling towards an inevitable day, so might as well enjoy the scenery while you're on it. =)






-lu

.Saturday.

had a weird dream last night - dreamt of yusof coming to melbourne just to give me PT and then he got so bored he decided to teach..dancing. and den another dream of an old fren who came back and i punched him. and the other night i also had a dream of a senior i havent caught up with in a long time. kinda reminded me of how i always dream of random people in my life when i'm back here; but not when i'm at home in sg.

weird.

so moomba last night was a last minute decision - we didn't go on any rides but i must say its pretty cute; abit like pasar malam in singapore except less food and more rides. then a long chat made me miss aims so i called her while walking home.

61 more days, babe. we'll figure our way out from there. and ur right, some things do change. but others, no matter wad, will always stay the same.

p.s. - where IS mas selamat? Ginny sed he's at Waffles Wu's clinic finishing up his plastic surgery.

-lu

.happy.

i think its either coz its the end of my school week, or tt school's turning out to be quite fun afterall; or maybe its just coz its another day lesser to seeing you that's making the endorphine fly. whatever it is, i do miss you.

was just thinking - if people seek the life they always want and they finally get it, then what happens? do we simply put down everything and learn how to appreciate what we have been striving for / achieved? if not, then why not the simple life in the first place.

hungers. time for dinner.

-lu