thanks you've been fuel for thought

now i'm more lonely than before

but that's okay

i've just already made

another stupid love song.

..i just already made another stupid love song. This blog is so not me, but so me at the same time. I don't have an alter-ego, and neither is lionellee.blogspot a facade. its just..sometimes i don't want everyone to know how i feel about stuff, i guess.

-lu

i don't know why its like this.
but its really tiring sometimes.

i've always wanted to have like my emo side removed. since young.
like as if its an organ i could just cut away.
then maybe i'd stop thinking, or wishing, or pitying, and thinking somemore.

what the hell.

i don't want to talk about it.